1-6-2012
I was raised in a Catholic home, went to their schools and through all the classes necessary to be a good catholic. Then I went to a public school for the 7th grade and found out that not everyone lived like I was having too. I checked out MANY other religions and never found exactly what I was needing. Finally, one day I was walking through Books A Million and it seemed like a book just pulled me into an aisle and called to me. I picked it up and just had to buy it. It was a book about Paganism.
I read the book and sensed that I had found what I was searching for.
I finally got into counseling and found out a lot about myself, and that I was preventing myself to be happy. I was always stopping myself when my goals were close. I think this is because of the rigid rules of the other religions I had tried.
After meeting my Goddess and getting to know several of them I suddenly started to feel better and not as closed in to myself. She has helped me break down some of the walls I had built, and allows me to finally FEEL things.
I am now happier than I have ever been in my entire life and it is because I am allowing myself to finally be happy.
This may not be exactly what you wanted in a blog, but it is something that came to me and I couldn't push it away ... so I wrote about it.
Blessed Be
I was raised in a Catholic home, went to their schools and through all the classes necessary to be a good catholic. Then I went to a public school for the 7th grade and found out that not everyone lived like I was having too. I checked out MANY other religions and never found exactly what I was needing. Finally, one day I was walking through Books A Million and it seemed like a book just pulled me into an aisle and called to me. I picked it up and just had to buy it. It was a book about Paganism.
I read the book and sensed that I had found what I was searching for.
I finally got into counseling and found out a lot about myself, and that I was preventing myself to be happy. I was always stopping myself when my goals were close. I think this is because of the rigid rules of the other religions I had tried.
After meeting my Goddess and getting to know several of them I suddenly started to feel better and not as closed in to myself. She has helped me break down some of the walls I had built, and allows me to finally FEEL things.
I am now happier than I have ever been in my entire life and it is because I am allowing myself to finally be happy.
This may not be exactly what you wanted in a blog, but it is something that came to me and I couldn't push it away ... so I wrote about it.
Blessed Be